Be different.

4/13/2010

hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.

If you never stand up for yourself, or what you believe in, you'll never have any ememies.

A really great person has people hate them who they've never even heard of.

It has occurred to me, there is so much hate around these days.
Also, I'm in my own little world, there are people in the year below me, and the year below that, who have been around me for a long time. In the same building every single day, and I never knew they existed. I wouldn't have recognised their faces if they were in town.
And now, I don't stop seeing them.
Like when you learn the meaning of a new word, I seem to see that word so many times in the next week.

But these people who I don't know exist, notice me.
Everyone seems to know who I am.
Even outside my school, random people know me as
 "the girl who dresses strangely and skips around town"

And I've never spoken to 90% of the people in my school. Never seen them, because I'm not looking.
Yet they hate me!
I'd be offended, if it wasn't funny and slightly pathetic, I'm almost flattered. To dislike someone with such vigour and never spoken to them, never looked deeper that what other people say, and how i'm weird :)


Whether they love you or hate you, they're still thinking about you.
And the only thing worse than being talked about, is not being talked about.

9 comments:

  1. I'd agree with that. <3 Completely. The comparison of hate witht he new word thing. <3 Yes.Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. I know who you are talking about and I didn;t know they existed either till they shared hate with me. :D

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  2. Mutual hatred really brings people together <3

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  3. But let's be honest LLG... you are a massive attention whore. You pretend to be surprised that people have noticed you when you don't notice them but think about it...

    you said yourself, you dress weirdly and skip around town - of course you'll be noticed.

    And why do you dress weirdly?

    Because you love the attention. Not because you actually like the way you look, but because you know you'll draw attention to yourself.

    I don't think it's so much hatred people feel for you, as it is exasperation.

    Another teenager girl filled with angst trying to be 'original' and 'individual' by... oh you guessed it, dressing and acting weirdly and writing a blog she imagines makes her sound half intelligent... as if there aren't millions of millions teenagers doing Exactly The Same Thing.

    Let me tell you this LLG:

    You are not original or individual, you are more of a sheep then anyone else by making futile attempts to draw attention to yourself. You're not hated, LLG, you're mocked and laughed at.

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  4. But thats it, you think I don't enjoy being the way I am - But I do, and not for attention, though attention is fun. But the attention of strangers is invalid.

    Perhaps I skip around town because it's a childlike activity, and no one wants to rid themselves of childhood - a happy childhood is precious. Oftentimes I don't skip. Mostly just in summer.
    Can you say you express who you are in every aspect of your life? And end up not dressing the same as every one of your friends.

    I don't care if people mock me, I'm happy, just the way I am.
    I care about my friends.
    A sheep who dyes his wool pink, is still a sheep, but he's a sheep with ideas.
    Sheep without ideas, dye their wool pink in suit. I don't. I'm content being the sheep I am - You might mistake the pink as a plea for attention, maybe his favourite colour is just pink.

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  5. Whoever you are you cowardly person, get lost.
    Do you even know her personally? I doubt it, so don't judge someone you barely know?

    Attention whore? Oh please, get over yourself! She is not an attention whore, me being one of the people to know that the most, sure she dresses differently to everyone else, but then she'd boring in showing who she really was to everyone, which I guess are, following the crowd and dressing like everyone else. People get noticed for all kinds of reasons, I bet you ask for attention, like right now by posting hate posts like this.
    Oh and last time I checked, I think it was her choice how she dressed, not yours? Not like we tell you how to dress...

    exasperation? When did how she acts ever start to effect your life?
    At least she is being expressive in how she feels and letting people know, and right in case you hadn't noticed, right now you are also one of the millions of millions teenagers doing Exactly The Same Thing. Nice one.

    Let me tell you this annoymous:

    You are not cool or "hard" by writing all of this, just makes you a coward for hiding behind a computer, not brave enough to tell her this. You are just a hater with nothing else better to do in your boring life, probably because you are such a pesimistic person no-one wants to hang out with you.
    At least she has people that love her and will be there no matter who mocks or talks shit about her.
    Pay no attention to this sad person darling, we're here for you <3

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  6. Ahahahhaa. In total agreement with the post above.
    ^^

    I think you just got owned love. Byebye. :D xx

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  7. Except ... your post is also anonymous... so that's a fail.

    But actually, I take back what I said. Her reply does seem to make sense...

    'Sheep without ideas, dye their wool pink in suit. I don't. I'm content being the sheep I am - You might mistake the pink as a plea for attention, maybe his favourite colour is just pink.'

    I like that, I like that a lot.

    So first of all LLG, my apologies for my somewhat rude comment before. It's just you can't deny it... a lot of teenagers are indeed dying their wool pink to follow suit and trying to be original, and in doing so only make themselves more obvious as sheep following the herd.

    However, I'm a big enough person to say that your sheep analogy indeed showed to me that maybe, just maybe, your favorite color is just pink.

    My apologies :)

    As to the other anonymous comment... you call me a coward, yet your comment is anonymous too. At least I can admit I'm a coward :) I actually have a lot of respect for LLG replying to my admittedly bitchy comment with such dignity. You, however, failed to do so (as did I in posting what I admit to be a low blow of a comment). But please don't take the moral high ground - you're just as bad as the rest of us.

    At least Wellsy put her name... Respect to you Wellsy, and LLG.

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  8. It's all gravy. (:
    In the defence of anonymous, she's sticking up for a friend, and not everyone has a name to put, either because they don't have blogspot, or hasn't clocked you can type a moniker.

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  9. Thank you LLG, I'm just a friend sticking up for you, and I don't have blogspot or formspring, I tried starting one a while ago but didn't bother with it so it became pointless to me using it. I came on here to stand up for LLG when she was being attacked, that's not being cowardly, it's called "being a good friend"
    And why post such a bitchy comment if you have respect for her? Just makes all of this pointless...

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